these past several days haven’t been kind to me. I found out some pretty bad news on friday that has permanently altered the way I think about relationships. not going into detail because I don’t want to, but just wanted to mark this milestone.
thursday journey texted me and asked if I was in bed – at 10pm. of course I was; I wake up before 5am on the weekdays! but he charmingly said he wanted to drink and at the time bigwerm and ruckus were still awake drinking so I told journey to come on over. I got out of bed and on my way downstairs passed ruckus – apparently he had an important meeting in the morning and had to be responsible. psh. I finished my descent and walked into the kitchen where bigwerm was on his way upstairs for bed, as well. okay, guess it would just be journey and me!
journey got to my place around 10:30pm. I’d previously told him he could stay until midnight. thought that was fair. anyway, we started drinking and goofing off. I think we went on youtube for some stuff, and facebook because he wanted to know how many friends I had. we also created a plentyoffish account so I could demonstrate why okcupid was better. oh, and I’d randomly received a text from a guy I’d chatted with on pof OVER A YEAR AGO and wanted to check out his profile lol. anyway, journey and I were having a good time when around 11:30pm bigwerm came downstairs. of course my initial reaction was guilt because I’d kept him awake. he assured me he just wasn’t able to get to sleep. then bigwerm decided to make chili dogs (journey had one, I declined) and hang out for a bit. around midnight bigwerm went back upstairs, leaving journey and me alone once again.we had some great fun and time slipped away. suddenly it was 2am. UGH. finally kicked him out (even though I wanted to keep hanging out) and passed out. woke up at 4:45am and wanted to punch babies. thought about how weird it is that we have a good time together and have pretty good chemistry but he says we aren’t a good “dating match.” whatever -_-
friday I had a doctor’s appt during work hours, which totally screwed me getting a full 40 hours, but it did allow me to take a short nap on the table while I waited lol… then work was a blur and I got home and got the last parking spot. ruckus wasn’t happy about that but what was I supposed to do? then bigwerm called ruckus to ask if he wanted 5guys and I was telling ruckus that I wanted some but he refused to tell bigwerm. when ruckus hung up, I asked him what that was about. he said that’s what I get for taking the last parking spot…. really? REALLY? skjfskl;ajfasdfkaj!!!! one reason I’m glad he’s moving out soon – he can be such a child!!! night was relaxing, went to bed a little late after watching TV.
saturday I got up early to get my mudguards installed up at the kia place in owings mills. got done around 11:30am (btw Lee is awesome and he really took care of me), called zanzibar to see if she wanted to hang for a bit, drove up to her place and chilled for a bit. I decided since it was really sunny and warm out that seraphina was probably heated enough to de-badge. so in zanzibar’s parking lot I started spraying the goo-gone stuff and slowly peeling back the badges (the RIO and GTI). somewhere near the end, I got the attention of too many wasps and freaked out. zanzibar was gracious enough to come outside and move the wash buckets near the front door while I drove to safeway’s parking lot to finish the de-badging. (less foliage = less wasps). finally got seraphina all done, washed her up at zan’s, and went back upstairs. relaxed for a bit, then we headed to target, then they had a birthday party to go to so I stopped by the mall. serendipity! new york and company was having a one day 50% off everything sale, which meant I could afford the two shirts I’ve been wanting for over a month!! yayyyy! I also spent some time at mr tire, but my buddy there was really busy so I left soon after. drove back to bigwerm’s, relaxed, passed out.
sunday I did laundry and vacuumed a bit. other than that, spent most of my time on the couch watching movies. bigwerm and ruckus went to the oriole’s game (sad they lost but it was a good game) so I had the TV to myself. they came home and bigwerm made chili cheese dogs and we ate and then I watched him play Castlevania: Symphony of the Night then we went to bed. oh, and I called my mom somewhere in there! happy mother’s day!
all in all, an alright weekend. not as happy as I wanted to be, but I’ll get over this slump soon.